Goodness so much has happen since my last post. Sorry for not updating here all the progress… If you follow me on IG and FB then you know the book from my last series Overtone has been released. I have also sold 7 of the 17 works…5 in Puerto Rico, 1 in California and 1 here locally. My prints have also been making new homes along the way.
So where am I at now… Well onto the next Series of course.
RESiDUE: SENSiTiVE SHiT
I’ve had the canvass for this series before I started Overtone and gosh am I ready to dive into it. In asking when starting to plan this series, could I have done this first; before Overtone – Shattering Silence? Simple put, No. There’s so much healing that came with that journey. A lot of “why” answered which has allowed me to confidentially do this series fearlessly.
I know now from that journey that work needed to be done and that work was done too put me where I am today.
Residue: A small amount of ‘something” that remains after the main part has gone or been taken or used.
Sensitive: Quick to detect or respond to slight changes, signals or influences.
Shit: 1. Feces 2. A contemptible or worthless person
…feeling worthless. responding without thinking. Ignoring signals. Blaming influences. Quick to detect;failing to respond.
Everything from my past creates my current and my future. My residue… some flaky, some hard to get up and the ones that marked me forever.
This series are those photographic memories and imaginative places I’ve encountered. Most importantly the reflections of my eyes in moments I felt the most worthless.
So as always, thank you for following along. I will do my best to post here and you can always follow more closely on my IG and FB. As well as, I will be taking you along on my YouTube Channel.
As you may of saw in my last post I have started releasing images of
-OVERTONE- Shattering Silence. The feed back has been really nice and over all its just been a great reflection of how far I’ve come.
So what’s so new about this chapter? First, I’m in the process of creating my first artist book. The book titled -OVERTONE- Shattering Silence will feature some unreleased photos of OSS, my personal journal entries and development with colors from a young age to present time, as well as a place for you to share your reflections of how colors have affected you, any reflection of my work and so on.
It’s by far the most personal I have ever connected to the public about my work. Combining some of my very first journal entries from the very beginning of my color studies well over 10+ years. My personal development-break throughs with colors and how they’ve helped/affected my Mental Health. As a young child going through family courts, as a new college student, as a new wife, mother and just as “simple” growth of a young child developing into a woman… I knew Mental Health was one of the most important things that I needed to take care. If I’m not “right” with myself I will have an interesting time connecting with others. Colors have always been there for me. I’ve mentioned plenty of times. My canvas works or hand painted prints are just like journal entries to me. However, it’s not so dot the i cross the t. I’ve always had art supplies but also journals – notebooks thanks to my mom and even had a really cool one called “Password Journal”. Thanks mom. However, I never had an attachment to keeping them like my art/paintings. I think part of it is the fear of connection or getting too personal…which can come with layers of fear and anxiety for me. Once they were full I had no problem trashing them…never recapped so see the growth. It wasn’t until I really started studying colors(late teens)that really held on. I must have known intuitively how profound this journey was really about to be. Furthermore, I could never imagine that I would be sharing them so publicly. That I can thank my support team… the people that have been here along the way and us too exchange some very challenging times in our lives together. They always seem to have the right amount of “push” that allows me to let go of fear and to just do it. I’m sure this still comes to the attachment of acceptance but it allows my will power to take that leap of faith.
To bring this all in. I’m currently wrapping up the final stages of this book. I hope to have a preorder sale for them in December. I have also prints. You can purchase them now on my shop.
Here’s to filling in this chapter…I’m off onto my next journey.
Long winded , and unnecessarily made public post about paint brushes…
I’d say the most interesting thing about having the “PAiNT WiTH ME” events have been finding the right brushes. Its been the most inconsistent thing I’ve done so far.
Personally, I like using my hands. If you’ve seen me on a studio day.. I’m usually covered in paint; often looking like the kid that still eats the paste 🤷🏼♀️
There are very few brushes that I enjoy using to make my circles and dots and actually Ive ended up using my Pro- makeup brushes from when I did SPFX – Body Painting.
With these classes I use acrylic and I’m so use to watercolor at this point. So, the brushes I’ve been getting combined with the paint, I’ll say I haven’t felt 100 with my connection to the materials.
So , after a few hours yesterday on the internet, I finally decided to order makeup brushes that are similar to mine and the base brushes I would use for murals.
I haven’t used them yet but I’d say in this time of ordering brushes , the inner me feels a special satisfaction “like job well done”. Which feels like a celebration post of letting you know. As if I would be letting you know when something exciting is going on in my life art wise , travel , shows etc🤷🏼♀️
Oh the picture is me … and the time I accidentally rinsed my paint brushes in my drinking jar..and hadn’t notice until I started drinking it… also, you’d think I wouldn’t of continued drinking the water but I did .. maybe pushing the testing of non toxic watercolors a little far but hydration is important🤷🏼♀️
The last we talked, I asked for you to follow me on YouTube. Thank you to those that have. You may have also noticed I stopped uploading a couple months ago and I’m sorry.
Quarantine became a rhythm of our new normal quickly: to be home, garden, cook, etc. I felt it was better to honor that by not recording my families every move and to just be present in how the new tide was coming in. As well as, the continuously / over whelming lives lost and criminals not brought to adequate repercussions. Black Lives Matter
As I work on finding grounding.. Being back in the studio, making art and starting videos again will hopefully help pull myself together.
I also want to take this moment to share, I have just about sold out of all my paintings. Technically , I have one piece left. This one is currently on display at FLOAT STL and is listed here on my website seeking a forever home.
However, close enough! Thank you all so much for the continued support to me. It furthers my growth of my life journey and experiences I enjoy sharing with you. In a time of uncertainty, its reassuring to know that I’m on the right track. Making that leap of faith two years ago to become a full time artist, much more humbling.
I still have my color studies on my Etsy as many of you know. Thank you again to those who that have found my artwork a perfect fit to their home , business and family/friends.
As well as , with some feedback… it’s encouraged me to make mini paintings framed for Etsy, so look out for those.
Other things. I’ve taken opportunity to learn more on how to bring you all into my studio and too just spend more time with you in general.
The first step was creating “PAiNT WiTH ME” over Zoom events. My new normal , has been posting that information on my Facebook page. A while back Instagram started a FB page for Artist Ashli.. so I’ve been trying to use that as another platform of my artwork/ art events. It seems repetitive but at least it gives you more options of finding out what I’m up too.
PAiNT WiTH ME , is a concept I never thought I’d be doing to be honest. I’ve been asked to host events and work a business like this in the past and turned it down. It usually came down to a personal level of I felt like I couldn’t do it. I know my personality and heavier trait of mine is being stand offish, which is really a lot of nervousness and anxiety. I’m more of a people watcher until I decide to come out of my shell(I’m a Cancer with a Scorpio Moon) However, I’m finding myself a lot more comfortable then I thought I’d be. Maybe it’s because I’m leading in a style of painting I like or mixing the colors for you personally or the distance part helps me stay calm. I’m sure it all goes hand in hand but all things considered , I’ve been really enjoying this time with you and it’s been going well.
Another step I’ve taken, I’ve started a TiK Tok. Currently it’s me mixing colors to trending music that I’ve been mixing for the paint with me classes. My intention with this is to branch them to my Youtube Channel. I like the challenge of creating 15,30 & 60 seconds videos that have a start to finish concept. While YouTube gives more of the in depth details to the journey.
As I warm up to how to work this all together, it’ll be great to have it part of my next series that I’ll hopefully be ready to dive into by winter.
Last but certainly not least , as it is literally on my mind 24/7. Overtone – Shattering Silence is still awaiting to grace a gallery. This is a 17 piece series I just completed. You can find more information here on my website about that and my YouTube as well. I’m sure as you can imagine “19” has put some interesting twists and turns in the gallery – art world and I’m just holding on while staring into the world of wonders.
Phew funny how I felt like I’d have nothing to say and this would be short.. too long winded and cutting it short.
Thank you for following along , I appreciate all of your support.
This post would be a mile long trying to express all the feels. Instead I’m going to encourage you to keep posted with me on YouTube and follow my journey more closely at home. I can not wait to get Overtone – Shattering Silence out to the public ; I absolutely can not wait to start my next series of work so much to processes into these next rounds.
Phew the beginning of the year … did anyone else feel like they hit the ground running? Not a new feeling but when I saw all the posts for “New Year New Me”; I was like , we are all about to do some heavy self work , as a group. Lets Go!
Currently, I’ve been very focused on getting Overtone – Shattering Silence into a gallery or show like setting. I’m really wanting a very specific way of hanging almost in an performance work of manner; So it’s just a little more work then popping them up on a wall. I’ll be delighted when I have all of the details lined out and official confirmed, to share with you.
Ive also been cleaning , purging , painting and reviving my entire house. It’s not all together yet but over all it feels much better. As well as , spending as much time in nature as possible. Cold days, double up! The Earth is moving , growing and very talkative in its silence. I’m always in amazement by life. I felt as I was doing all of this self/housework/ opening more space up around and in me. I was humbled to be contacted and connected to many friends and family seeking my help and guidance. Its such a great feeling to be trusted and respected to hold space for someone. I can go down the rabbit hole here but it’s coming in the next few paragraphs so I’ll save this one for now.
The release… I often reflect on the color and sound therapy certificates I have and becoming a Practitioner. These trainings have held a connection in me that is hard to put into words but revolve around understanding “energy” in many forms /self / color / sound/movement/ food/ the world and universal consciousness and these connections keep my foundation feeling sturdy from any greatness or storm. Color is something I’ve always felt ,seen and heard. This connection is right in line with wanting /leaping to helping others from the simplest of life task to traumatic. Going to Tama – Do gave me the tools to understand and be capable of doing both. It’s the only program I’ve been part of that has made me feel this way. What I feel I’ve continually learned is; the more I’ve stayed connected with myself, others have reached out; in other words, the calling is there. Not everyone may get who I am or the way I practice…I’m a silent, yet vibrant; maybe more why I connect to color.. to each their own; I’m a actually a little tickled when someone says they’ve never worked with someone like me before…no matter what their mind set is; as long as I’ve honored what I said and did what I said I was going too; then I’ve honored the training and guides before me.
I where my heart on my sleeve yet very “shelled”. The vibration I carry is wide and long and may seem unpredictable to some because it can only be seen as far as their eyes can perceive. When I hold space for others my anxieties and vulnerable level of myself I may have shared is not carried over when the calling comes. I can feel and see so much more then ever communicated. I also know how I need to work , to work through that; from self work / experiences and the incredible training and guidance I’ve received from adolescence to adult years. It wasn’t just training of colors, sound and Chi Gong that taught me what I/we are capable of doing ; It was the me the same person when I was at youth age 2, 3 ,7 and so forth years old memories of seeing , hearing and feeling the same feels I do now. My guides are there, your guides are there and their guides are there. I’m/we are a current in the middle helping the messages be transmitted and received. Bottom line is, it continuously makes me so grateful for my elders I get to confide to , who I’ve turned to for years , worked with and practice with. It keeps this little grasshopper in alignment and broadens my perspective. Okay, I’ve made this post long enough.. I’ll finish with some quick updates. I’m still working and taking on commission work. I’ve recorded a few canvasses over on my YouTube channel and well, I fell right off the recording part. Recording and editing is a who other job and I had to focus on my work if I wanted to ever get them done. I’m back up and going over there; new year, new flow. I’m working and digging in how to develop my YouTube channel more. It’s just as much on this journey as I am. I have a new Vlog (3/5) and I’m looking to do more of these and maybe a few sillier videos as well; really wanting to let all of me(s) to shine. Hello 2020 ; We are only 3 months in and I’ve lived a thousand times. If you’ve made it this far, Thank You ; it’s support like this that keeps the energy flowing.
I’m participating again in the 12th Annual Cherokee Print Bazaar Dec. 7th 2019 10-6pm. I’ll be located at Cherokee Yoga. That’s actually located 3333 Iowa just North of Cherokee(you can Cherokee from the studio and the Studio from Cherokee). There will be 4 other artist located at this location as well; Danielle Nilsen Art , Laura Thomson Artist, Krista Leicht, Emily Ratcliff.
I’ll be selling individually hand printed 8inch Round Color Studies as well as 30inch Round paintings with hand printed “Scared Geometry Tree Of Life” centered(no two will be the same). They are individual colors that focuses on how colors have proven effects on humans’ mental, physical and spiritual health. Truly amazing for any space. The first five shoppers to collect 30 stamps will win a prize from local businesses and artists. Check out more about the print bazaar here.
Ill also, be posting a video on my YouTube channel Sunday(12/8) to show my process of how I got ready for the bazaar! Go ring the bell now to get the notification of when I upload it!
Excited to see you all!! Please tag me on IG of your adventures visiting me Saturday!
My my looking at my last post to where I am now.. I remember then thinking on how I cant wait to be here now with you.
Overtone – Shattering Silence is completely framed and in their cases. As well as, I have worked with Sarah Corbett Photography. We spent two days and many hours getting the best pictures and lighting… she just never fails at making me fall in love with my own work all over again. I still plan to make a book ; The book is just as an important part because its the best way I can make sure everyone has the opportunity (from me) to learn about how colors are healing, my healing journey and have Overtone in your home and business. Really looking forward to the day when I can share that part with you.
Currently for Overtone I’m going through the processes of writing galleries seeking representation. Easier said then done ; Though I have had some great responses this week and currently working on my follow up emails. I’m on the edge of my seat for when I can finally say when all 17 works will debut! If you don’t know about Overtone please check out my other “news updates” my “current work” , YouTube and InstaGram . I don’t plan on posting any finished photos of Overtone publicly until the first opening. I have also, updated a lot on my website for if you haven’t clicked around in a while especially in my link about me …make this your moment to do so.
I have some extra materials left from getting Overtone framed.. 30inch round acrylic circles… I’m offering these very limited pieces for commission ; You tell me 3 colors you’d like or ask me what colors you I think are best for “xyz” of intentions for $200 yup only $200. It extra special to me because it gave a rare opportunity for those that have really wanted my work. I’m also, recording the processes of some these and will be sharing the time lapse process on my YouTube channel. I made this announcement/video on Facebook before I got here and there are now(of this date 11/22) only a few left. Please email or message me on social media if you’re interested.
Another great way to get a hold of my artwork that is limited and rarely offered.
I’m participating again in the 12th Annual Cherokee Print Bazaar Dec. 7th 2019. I’ll be selling hand painted color studies….They are individual colors that focuses on how individual colors have (studied & proven) effects on humans’ mental, physical and spiritual health.
Oh there is still so much this artist brain wants to spill and thoughts on my future beyond what I’m currently doing….
My dreams as what I want accomplish as an artist are never ending. For now click around and read some of my last arty update for some of those future plans… Thanks y’all for being part of the journey.
As mentioned in last post, I was invited by the lead designer Alice Mac and CDO Steve Lindee at Ranken Jordan Pediatric Bridge Hospital last winter to design 3 murals for their patient rooms. They are “i spy” inspired and the team picked the themes; Beach , Jungle and MO with a twist. I’m thrilled to share that I have completed them. You can check out the processes of them on my Youtube channel as well as some photos of them on my IG.
Its a bittersweet feeling to have completed these. Excited to be done but got attached to being there and part of the family. There were so many exciting moments just in the short time I was there; what strength and strong courage every single heart has there. As you know this style of mural work I typically don’t do: However, I did get to use all of my color therapy knowledge love and intentional creating just the same. To say the least for now; I’ll miss hearing all the brave conversations and witnessing the magic of strength and courage.
I finished the painting Overtone – Shattering Silence. They are currently preparing/ in the processes of being framed(photo example below). For now you can check my “current work” tab for more information on the series. As well as, all the recordings of me painting them; which include, how to mix colors, the healing properties they carry and my own personal journey using colors as a guide to healing on YouTube. There are also a few close ups of the paintings on my InstaGram . I don’t plan on posting any finished photos of Overtone public until the first or so openings. So, if you haven’t already, please follow, subscribe and show some love to me over there on those outlets so you get any sneak peeks that make be included there. (Please check out the last post for more information on this series).
Also, I have figured out how these pieces will be stored and safely shipped. Which is another check on the list. I’m currently working on the financial part to make this completed part of the project; so don’t forget to check out the “orginals for sale” tab.
The next steps will be (as mentioned in past updates) working with Sarah Corbett Photography. I’ve already met with her and got to check out some book styles, cover texture , page shine and display. This part is very special because its the way I can make sure everyone has the opportunity (from me) to learn about how colors are healing and my healing journey. Great to have in your businesses , share with family and friends. You’ll be able to order your copy through my website each one personalized to you of course after the first gallery opening. I’ll be back to share more on this shortly.
Further more as if that wasn’t already a lot…I have started my next two series of work. They both mean the most to me. They both are dove tailing into deeper layers of my creativity that has been sitting side lines these last couple of years as I started and finish school and worked towards Overtone (which is like a graduation show to me). One has a beginning and end, so to say and the other one can continue for the rest of me(these would be the satellites ; I want to do a few twist and turns with them using vibrations. I’ve started already using satellites as a form of verbal emotional expression on my IG and wrote a little on my website.. they are a rather profound piece of technology that cause different currents/emotions into our day to day lives) The Satellites will represent different frequencies that make different shapes; the vibration tone effect different part of our nervous system creating us to respond with emotions / like , dislike of sound. Plans to play different frequencies into the satellite dishes with paint like / ink like substance in the center and allow it to catch shape over time. (Have you every seen Dr. Emoto water experiment? Similar theory I’m building on but people are the water in my theory tho Im using the dishes to capture it) In hopes this will be live performance piece that becomes captured stillness by the end. It’s similar concept to Overtone-Shattering Silence…with plans to have 90 minutes of silence with the colors/ individual paintings I created..
Looking forward to sharing more as we approach fall winter.